Why I’ve been on a break…

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If you’re a regular reader of The Grown Up Gap Year you may (or may not) have noticed that it’s been particularly quiet recently on the topic of gap years, sabbaticals and micro adventures. And the reason for that is…

Real life got in the way.

Yes, nothing more exciting to add. No big announcements to make. I simply had to get on with the job of being a grown up, so blogging had to take a back seat for a while.

There’s been a few changes in the grown up gap year household lately. The biggest one being that Mr A and I moved house. Even though we essentially only moved around the corner I can’t believe how much upheaval it caused! There seemed to be weeks of playing Tetris with packed boxes at our old flat and we still haven’t got to the bottom of the unpacking after three weeks in our new place! But nevertheless it’s all been very exciting for us because, as much as we love travelling, we also love to come home and now that we’ve bought our dream house it will make getting on that plane back a little easier!

Last year I also got a promotion at work (hoorah!) which means that I’m suddenly much busier, especially with international travel and in the last few months I’ve been to Canada, Barbados, South Africa and Uganda. While this has all been absolutely brilliant and I’m totally loving the new role, it does mean other things have inevitably been pushed to the back burner, including this blog and actually, what I’ve come to realise, is that’s ok.

I initially gave myself December off, because the month included two international trips for me, one for Mr A and packing up the house (how do we own so much stuff??) along with the general frivolities of the season.

But suddenly before I knew it, December had turned into January and the panic set in. All at once it became a bit like being at school, when you could see the end of the summer holidays getting closer and closer and yet you just couldn’t force yourself to finish the homework you’d been set. Writing that returning blog post began to feel like a chore, and one that I could easily put off.

However, after feeling guilty about it for quite a while I suddenly stopped and asked myself why? This isn’t my job. I don’t earn any money from it. It’s supposed to be a hobby, something I enjoy doing, rather than something I have to force myself to do.

So do you know what I did? I took January off as well and it felt great. I got to hang out with Mr A in the evening instead of instantly coming home and putting my computer on, I got to spend time with my parents who were visiting and to catch up with friends after work without feeling guilty that I should be home writing. And slowly but surely over the past couple of weeks blog posts started to write themselves in my head and I knew I was ready to come back to it.

I’ve talked before about how it’s sometimes so easy in the blogging world to compare yourself to other bloggers and worry that you’re not producing enough content or going on enough trips, without stopping to remind yourself that you’re not even comparing like for like. When you work full time and blog as a hobby sometimes it’s easy to forget that you’ll never be able to produce as much as a full time blogger because that’s their job. The Little Backpacker wrote a brilliant post the other day about why she blogs but doesn’t intend to ever do it full-time and it totally resonated with me.

I love my job. I don’t intend to give it up, so why do I beat myself up over my blog? So I took a break from blogging, who cares? I’m back now with lots of ideas for posts and trips to look forward to.

By the way, I totally take my hat off to all of the full-time workers who also manage to blog regularly. But for me the past couple of months have been a good reminder that sometimes in the life of a grown up gapper, being a grown up has to come first.

I’d love to hear from you about this. How do you balance blogging with other aspects of your life?

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8 responses to “Why I’ve been on a break…

  1. I hear you on blogging. A lot of ornate blogs I read are by nomads who have been traveling for years. I’ve decided I can’t compare myself. Keep writing when you can! We enjoy it!

    • I think not comparing ourselves to others is definitely the secret! There are only so many hours in the day and we just have to do what we can. Thanks for the encouragement though, much appreciated!

  2. Hey – I really relate to this. I’m in the middle of a blogging break too as I’ve just started a new job and moved house and the blog just has to take a back burner. I don’t know why, but I feel so guilty!! I just wonder how other bloggers produce so much content sometimes. Balancing blogging and life is really hard to do and I’d love to hear from more people about how they do it. But it’s also really nice to read this post and remember that it’s OK to take a break sometimes! 🙂

    • I always feel the same – it’s like being back at school when you feel guilty about not doing your homework! I think lots of people blog full-time nowadays, so it’s really easy to compare yourself to bloggers who are producing loads of content but have a totally different lifestyle to you. I think it’s important to remember that most of us got into blogging for fun and when that stops happening, it’s okay to take a break. I am enjoying it so much more now that I’ve come back to it 🙂

  3. It’s great to have you back. And good on you for taking a well-deserved break. Congrats on the new home and the promotion!
    P.S. Don’t stay away too long this time 😉

  4. I can be sooo hard to remember I don’t ‘have’ to blog but instead do it because I want to. As long as you can look at it with that perspective I think it’ll be okay.
    PS. thanks for sharing my post.

    • Jodie, I totally take my hat off to you – I have no idea how you manage to balance all of your studies, work and blog! But I think you’re totally right, our blogging should be fun, not a chore 🙂

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